I am in love with an ESTP who is just my friend. He has feelings for me but will not deal with them and instead retreats. I told him off and said a lot of cruel things. It should be obvious that I did not mean those things and I was just hurt and overreacting. I ended our friendship. I apologized several times, but have not heard from him. I miss him and would rather have his friendship than not have him at all. do ESTPs forgive? is it possible to pick up where we left off before my spasm? Give him time? Leave him alone? Is is just over and time to move on? He is so practical and realistic and I am an emotional and irrational tornado. How do I get him back?