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My name is Stephanie and I am 21 in a few days. I've been on Personality Cafe for around six months or so and I used to really love it here. Lately though I've been feeling really left out. I don't always feel like an ENFP because the positive characteristics only apply to me when I am in a really good mood or am out with my friends because I have bipolar disorder and the rest of the time I feel lonely, paranoid, uninspired and bored. Basically I feel like a loser.
I come on these boards and no-one replies to what I say anymore. It makes me feel worthless and makes me wonder even more, am I really an ENFP? I can't relate to most of the posts on here because most of the time I feel flattened by my emotions and not that outgoing.
When I submit threads on here I sometimes wonder if people just roll their eyes and go ''Oh its her again. Great.'' I don't really know how to connect with the community. Maybe I'm too different with my values and beliefs or my depression makes me a burden to be around. Or maybe my posts/threads are just too selfish.
Anyway, please don't leave me hanging. If you're interested in having a chat, swing by and say hi, I would really appreciate it. I'm sick of feeling lonely and appreciated, its making me want to leave personality cafe, flickr and other online communities I am a member of. No man is an island.
My name is Stephanie and I am 21 in a few days. I've been on Personality Cafe for around six months or so and I used to really love it here. Lately though I've been feeling really left out. I don't always feel like an ENFP because the positive characteristics only apply to me when I am in a really good mood or am out with my friends because I have bipolar disorder and the rest of the time I feel lonely, paranoid, uninspired and bored. Basically I feel like a loser.
I come on these boards and no-one replies to what I say anymore. It makes me feel worthless and makes me wonder even more, am I really an ENFP? I can't relate to most of the posts on here because most of the time I feel flattened by my emotions and not that outgoing.
When I submit threads on here I sometimes wonder if people just roll their eyes and go ''Oh its her again. Great.'' I don't really know how to connect with the community. Maybe I'm too different with my values and beliefs or my depression makes me a burden to be around. Or maybe my posts/threads are just too selfish.
Anyway, please don't leave me hanging. If you're interested in having a chat, swing by and say hi, I would really appreciate it. I'm sick of feeling lonely and appreciated, its making me want to leave personality cafe, flickr and other online communities I am a member of. No man is an island.