You're after my own heart. Yeah, I feel that way all the time, because in my mind it's freedom. It's the fear that prevents me. Is it the unknown? Is it because however or how many ways you explain it, they will never understand? I don't know that part. I just know the feeling of the wanderlust. I'm buying a motorcycle for that very reason. To beat the road, ride like a mongol, waiting for the day that I decide to ride into the sunset never to be seen again, going nowhere in particular.I read that it's a ISFP thing. Do you guys ever feel like sitting in the car and drivig away..to the unknown and getting lost? I feel like this often. Unfortunately I can't do it :/
Maybe they wanted to have you around for longer?it's happened to me sometimes. when i was younger there was a time i felt so unhappy that I wanted to run away. The closest I got to it is asking my parents to send me to boarding school, which upset them. I didn't know why it would upset them at that time.
well, I was 12 at that time, and being this stereotypical immature moody Fi-dom, it didn't occur to me that my parents actually loved me. I seriously thought that it wouldn't matter to them whether I was there or not (I'm also an Enneagram 9 so there's also this whole feeling like i don't matter/being insignificant thing).Maybe they wanted to have you around for longer?