So, I'm an INTP with my second weakest function being Introversion, sitting at around 50%. If it matters to anyone, my ordering is NTIP, the armchair general. I like to win, moreso I like to conquer. Throughout my adolescence I have been moderately introverted. However, recently I have found myself wittingly throwing myself into social situations for sport. It gives me a bit of a rush. I know I am not good in social situations, but every time I come of out one unscathed and a little better at the skill that is small talk and simple, pointless communication I feel better. The same sort of talk I used to absolutely hate I willfully engage in now. I got this girl's number yesterday at the mall on a fucking whim, not bragging but that's big for me. I feel like I win a bit every time I develop my Ne. I feel like that might be tied to my Armchair General ordering, the idea that I am conquering something. Or it could be the fact I am 17 now and may just be developing my functions. Anyone else ever do this/feel this way?