I have question for all those that have been on the dark side and I have come back to the light. No this is not about star wars so don't fret. I am talking of being shut off completely from your emotions to the point of not caring about next to nothing. I am experiencing the darkness, and while I know that is not healthy or a practical way to live, I enjoy looking at at life with sunglasses as opposed to rose colored glasses. It's not only that but I am much more wilder than I once and it feels liberating to be so bold and unforgiving at times, it's like I am rebelling against my true nature, and love to do nothing other than go against the grain. My question is after all of the dark, drugs, booze, sex and mayhem did you get back to the light, the goodness, the caring? And if you did ( I know you guys did I aint stupid) what did you learn in the dark that you didn't notice in the light?