I don't lie to protect anyone's feelings. And neither does my entp so.And in particular, how and when and with whom did you learn to lie to protect people's feelings. As an ENTP lying like that is ... bad. Doesn't lying feel bad and how did you overcame that?
Anyways, here is a handy step by step guide to help NT's get in touch with their emotions.
Step 1- Post something saying you are very complex, and no one understands you
Step 2- Watch as other people make posts saying you're not really that complex or misunderstood.
Step 3- Cry.
It's really that simple!