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Hello, I am new to the community. Firstly I'd like to say that I'm Swedish, which obviously means that English isn't my first language. I'll gladly accept critism of my language/communication skills.
As you can tell by my avatar, I have accepted that both my Ti Ni, Te & Ne is fairly strong. And boy, did I spend a lot of time analyzing myself to finally come to this conclusion. I thought for a while that perhaps I was just mad... I am aware that some will not agree that it's possible to be in-between types, especially not two that use the opposite functions...
I would say that it goes in this order ("1." being what I use the most and so forth):
Dominant:
1. Ti & Ni <- Only get around 2-4% difference here and the first one has varied. I relate to them both extremly much, and use them both to around the same amount.
Auxiliary:
1. Ne 2. Te
Tertiary:
1. Fi 2. Si <- I am willing to accept that my Fi might just be PMS messing with me.
Inferior:
1. Fe 2. Se <- Fe is slightly more developed than it usually should be here, but I still couldn't leave Se out since I love the rush from a rollercoaster.
But still stronger INTP game there, which is why I decided to set that as my type on my profile. And, well... couldn't pick INTx, so.
Of course I am willing to discuss this further. Or just my sanity. Perhaps it is important to give you the information of my mental state since I am "joking" about my sanity. I am currently 20 years old, and started to suffer from depression at the age of 13 and have had a problem with it ever since. I am aware that an unhealthy INTJ might appear more lika an immature INTP for instance. But then, it would be very difficult to come to a conclusion since I have not fully recovered yet.
The way I have handled my depression has just been another problem that I need to solve on my own. Talking to a psychologist didn't do anything for me, and I was treated like an idiot who didn't understand my own problems and was interected with what seemed to me like on a 7-year old level (I was 14 during that time, but have always been more muture for my age.) So I only went once. What joy I felt when I discovered that I had severe vitamin-D deficiency, which explained my long lasting depression all those years. Something that makes sense and can be logically explained, you know? Even though my levels are OK today I still feel blue often, which is frustrating. I don't talk about my personal problems, so doing so in this sort of setting is new to me. It hurts my pride to "ask for help", but oh well.
Fair warning: It will probably take a long time until I actually respond. If not, wow, go me!
I hope to have many interesting and intellectual conversations here, btw.
As you can tell by my avatar, I have accepted that both my Ti Ni, Te & Ne is fairly strong. And boy, did I spend a lot of time analyzing myself to finally come to this conclusion. I thought for a while that perhaps I was just mad... I am aware that some will not agree that it's possible to be in-between types, especially not two that use the opposite functions...
I would say that it goes in this order ("1." being what I use the most and so forth):
Dominant:
1. Ti & Ni <- Only get around 2-4% difference here and the first one has varied. I relate to them both extremly much, and use them both to around the same amount.
Auxiliary:
1. Ne 2. Te
Tertiary:
1. Fi 2. Si <- I am willing to accept that my Fi might just be PMS messing with me.
Inferior:
1. Fe 2. Se <- Fe is slightly more developed than it usually should be here, but I still couldn't leave Se out since I love the rush from a rollercoaster.
But still stronger INTP game there, which is why I decided to set that as my type on my profile. And, well... couldn't pick INTx, so.
Of course I am willing to discuss this further. Or just my sanity. Perhaps it is important to give you the information of my mental state since I am "joking" about my sanity. I am currently 20 years old, and started to suffer from depression at the age of 13 and have had a problem with it ever since. I am aware that an unhealthy INTJ might appear more lika an immature INTP for instance. But then, it would be very difficult to come to a conclusion since I have not fully recovered yet.
The way I have handled my depression has just been another problem that I need to solve on my own. Talking to a psychologist didn't do anything for me, and I was treated like an idiot who didn't understand my own problems and was interected with what seemed to me like on a 7-year old level (I was 14 during that time, but have always been more muture for my age.) So I only went once. What joy I felt when I discovered that I had severe vitamin-D deficiency, which explained my long lasting depression all those years. Something that makes sense and can be logically explained, you know? Even though my levels are OK today I still feel blue often, which is frustrating. I don't talk about my personal problems, so doing so in this sort of setting is new to me. It hurts my pride to "ask for help", but oh well.
Fair warning: It will probably take a long time until I actually respond. If not, wow, go me!
I hope to have many interesting and intellectual conversations here, btw.
