When someone holds my hand (I dont care who) I feel like I'm not alone in this world, I feel like this world could be truly special for these short moments. I never want to leave this place and I never wanna let them go. But its over too quick and then I'm alone again. So I live for the next moment when someone will hold me, someone will love me, someone to understand me. But I haven't found them yet. So I'm left alone in this world with my thoughts that turn dark in a instant and I just think "I wanna go back and hold your hand again"