I was happy. It was like someone else found the words to describe what I'd experienced and felt, the truth. I was pleased. My inner world has always felt very real to me, but also cryptic and prelanguage. I feel quite a lot inside, but so much of my identity happens when I'm alone. Learning about enneagram helped me find the words to better explain my inner realities, what it feels like to be me. It was a comfort. I don't really care if other people understand me, but I see value in self understanding, I really like getting to know who I am.