usually when i have energy and not the fear of an object blocking my life
i deal with unfairness by being as creative as i can
but even when that is being tested by some destructive forces
i get really upset
but i can't get angry no more because it starts to eat me up a bit
so do you ever find yourself whirling and whirling in the same spot? because there is one element completely out of control and blocking your way that you can't do much about it but have to wait? and if you feel some sort of charged anger that comes from irony or dilemma or injustice or unfairness how do you divert that anger? even when you can't afford to be creative? when you are out of energy? do you divert the anger or express it?
when it's not your best day or weeks or years.. do you accept that and stay low and maintain that pace and really go all the way south with the flow and god knows where that ends up or do you really fight to death with it ?
i deal with unfairness by being as creative as i can
but even when that is being tested by some destructive forces
i get really upset
but i can't get angry no more because it starts to eat me up a bit
so do you ever find yourself whirling and whirling in the same spot? because there is one element completely out of control and blocking your way that you can't do much about it but have to wait? and if you feel some sort of charged anger that comes from irony or dilemma or injustice or unfairness how do you divert that anger? even when you can't afford to be creative? when you are out of energy? do you divert the anger or express it?
when it's not your best day or weeks or years.. do you accept that and stay low and maintain that pace and really go all the way south with the flow and god knows where that ends up or do you really fight to death with it ?