co-miserate please
You could tell your worst stories.
We could agree life is meaningless and sad.
I don't know really.
We could co-misterate how I am above average intelligence but feel condescended to about stupid little shit all day long in my minmum wage jobs, about how people continually reject my thoughts and feelings as over-analytical so evne though I've had friends or people love me I feel it's not my "real self" and over time my relationships tend to break, we could talk about how lonely I feel right now, and how hard it is to explain myself and have people continually shoot me down, so I've given up on the goals I used to have, because I feel pretty much like my thoughts and experience do not matter to the world/anyone and I live a ghost life ghosting around doing work doing school feeling unfulfilled and sad, having relationships but no one really understands how ifeel cause they'd just tell me to "fix it then" or "stop over-analyzing things" or abandon me like most ppl do when I share neg. feelings... I get it, people are complicated, I don't expect anyone to be there unconditionally or true acceptance/understanding from others.
I had a boyfriend/friend who I used to feel true understanding and acceptance from but he ended up juding me and feeling I was overly analytical when I was suicidally depressed over the above.
Now I just feel kind of numb, how am I supposed to feel connected to anyone when it's conditional on me being what they want me to be?
I'm just very tired I want someone to understand some problems aren't fixable, I can be happy but my life feels so fake. This is one of those paradoxes I have to live with-- people are so alone. Nobody knows me, can really love me.
You could tell your worst stories.
We could agree life is meaningless and sad.
I don't know really.
We could co-misterate how I am above average intelligence but feel condescended to about stupid little shit all day long in my minmum wage jobs, about how people continually reject my thoughts and feelings as over-analytical so evne though I've had friends or people love me I feel it's not my "real self" and over time my relationships tend to break, we could talk about how lonely I feel right now, and how hard it is to explain myself and have people continually shoot me down, so I've given up on the goals I used to have, because I feel pretty much like my thoughts and experience do not matter to the world/anyone and I live a ghost life ghosting around doing work doing school feeling unfulfilled and sad, having relationships but no one really understands how ifeel cause they'd just tell me to "fix it then" or "stop over-analyzing things" or abandon me like most ppl do when I share neg. feelings... I get it, people are complicated, I don't expect anyone to be there unconditionally or true acceptance/understanding from others.
I had a boyfriend/friend who I used to feel true understanding and acceptance from but he ended up juding me and feeling I was overly analytical when I was suicidally depressed over the above.
Now I just feel kind of numb, how am I supposed to feel connected to anyone when it's conditional on me being what they want me to be?
I'm just very tired I want someone to understand some problems aren't fixable, I can be happy but my life feels so fake. This is one of those paradoxes I have to live with-- people are so alone. Nobody knows me, can really love me.