i am crazy and fun, empathetic,love people and lots of people when i am outside. but once i am home i just go quiet. i shut myself in my room and dont interact with anybody. i have to live with my parents because thats what indians have to do! i hate it. i dont like living here. and recently my sex drive has died so has my interest in relationships. that may be because of my on-off relationship with an infp finally ending after 3 years and a few months. it was so sado-masochistic emotionally. we killed each others sparks i think. but then i dont know if i can love again. its like that rihanna song. i love how you lie. anyway. my dad just said no about me going for a college trip and i was so angry i wanted to cry. i am not logical. i cant logical arguments. i am a scatterbrain only when i have too many things on my mind. i used to want to do a lot of things but its not happening anymore.i am a lot more withdrawn as far as interests go. i do things impulsively. and i am pretty amoral. i have no sense of consequence or regret most of the time until someone else tells me i am wrong about something i never think i am wrong. and i have been wrong and never realised lots of time.