That's okay, I wasn't trying to say you're not analytical. But I do understand where you're coming from and "reflective" is quite good enough too.When I say analytical, maybe I'm using the wrong word. More reflective maybe? I read deeply into my relationships with other people, how they treat me and how I treat them, and I like to analyze movies and music. I'm not technically savvy when it comes to that type of thing though. So, I usually do focus on how something maybe me feel and what I would change (like if I were in the place of a film director, let's say). I can be defensive about my intelligence though! I want to be considered insightful, maybe ingenious is the right word? But, a lot of the time I feel like what I'm saying falls short of accurately summing up my feelings and thoughts about something. This is mainly why I feel so misunderstood occasionally.
I wouldn't say I'm selfish or arrogant. We all have our moments. But, I don't mind asking my family for favors even if I know it puts them out. People say I'm good at comforting them but I don't see that in myself. I'm polite usually but I could probably be more pleasant sometimes haha. I can get snappy at people if they say something I seriously disagree with. I might ignore plans I've made with someone if I'm not in the mood and I wouldn't feel overly guilty about it. My comfort and secure comes before other people's feelings and time. It's more subconscious than me actually think that's a good way to live life! Maybe I'm being too hard on myself Idk.
What I'm saying I guess is that I'm not the most gracious people I know.
Oh alright I understand. I guess you're putting your priorities first which I believe is what everyone should do. After all, you should live your life according to your best interests, right? =P And I don't believe someone can be perfectly pure!
I'm curious though, you say you could be more pleasant but you decide not to be under certain circumstances. Why? And you say you could get snappy at people if they say something you disagree with. Like what? And why does that make you mad? Sorry for all the questions, I hope I'm not overstepping, if so...don't hesitate to tell it, I'll stop.