Hello. Usually I just fume such depressing drivel within my head but I'm at the point that I'm at a loss of what to do. I have had a heightened form of Social Anxiety since my mid-teens (28 in a few), as some you already know with pings of depression coming up every now and then. I believe I was getting better since I got a job at my universities bookstore, but I was laid off due to this plague that surrounds us. I saw losing my job in both in a positive and negative light, yes, I'm unemployed, but on the other hand, I can move on to better things. I volunteered at a non-profit as I worked and now am there all day while I find another job or figure out what to do. But therein is the issue. As the days go by, I keep getting reoccurring thoughts like that "I am a complete loser" and "there's nothing out there for me so why bother?" I know that's my anxiety and depression kicking in, but, are those statements really that off base? I never had a career interest, never dated, and every time I interact with anyone, I can't help but feel like they hate me or think I'm a freak (even if it's positive interaction I think it's done out of pity). When looking at everyone else, they seem to have something that gets them up for the day, makes me envious sometimes (I know it's petty). In short, I don't know what to do with myself. How can I progress if I don't feel that I or anything is of worth?