Of course, this advice only counts if your numbness has been lasting for a longer period than a few days or weeks....ask a doctor.
Going through the unraveling of your mind is very tough to handle, I'm sorry you had to go through that. You are a wonderful being and I hope you feel better now. You most definitely deserve it, and if you ever need support I'm here. I'm sorry your family was unsupportive... Lol, my parents don't believe in psychology, anyone who seems different is automatically dismissed as "Crazy" and shouldn't be a priority. And then they had me! XD Lol. And yeah, I'm not sure if I could take initiative, I don't like to talk to people I don't know. I'm going to feel extremely nervous. But thank you very much. ^^Oh wow! I had that problem too. They made me go to a school psychologist to see why I listened to the music I did and why I liked to draw the things I was (copying record covers), but when I actually did need help I was ignored and kind of mocked for thinking I needed medical help because I knew at that time something was very wrong. Can you get a referral from your family doctor? You really shouldn't have to wait for something like that. Maybe even a school psychologist, you can tell them you don't consent to having your parents find out because they've denied you the help you want and feel you need.