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I've been feeling so shitty this afternoon replaying the same confrontation in my head with my teacher this morning.
I ditched class since I was too nervous and worried about this really quite easy speech assignment that I couldn't get myself to do. This anxiety thing really f'ed up my life so far.
Anyway we spotted each other in the hallway and he was really pissed I didn't show up to class... surprising for a college teacher. We talked and and I slipped some words like "i didn't think you would care" and "25 points didn't seem like much".
anyway.. I hurt his feelings by mistake and he hurt mine thats for sure. I feel like a total failure today, a disappointment.
What should I do?..drop the class? he did mention that. it's 25points + attendance 33 outta 500. This class is so hard for me... it's such an internal motivation class nothing assigned or due date.. just midterm, essay, final.:frustrating:
I ditched class since I was too nervous and worried about this really quite easy speech assignment that I couldn't get myself to do. This anxiety thing really f'ed up my life so far.
Anyway we spotted each other in the hallway and he was really pissed I didn't show up to class... surprising for a college teacher. We talked and and I slipped some words like "i didn't think you would care" and "25 points didn't seem like much".
anyway.. I hurt his feelings by mistake and he hurt mine thats for sure. I feel like a total failure today, a disappointment.
What should I do?..drop the class? he did mention that. it's 25points + attendance 33 outta 500. This class is so hard for me... it's such an internal motivation class nothing assigned or due date.. just midterm, essay, final.:frustrating: