hello, i'm in doubt of my mbti, i know my functions, so i'm just wondering their organization. I can be istj or infp, since I know I'm an introvert. I always had my different feelings from my family, I don't feel very ambitious, but there are some times when I have fantasies in which I am like this. I feel distant from people, and to tell the truth I usually think that there is no problem with that and that I can live my life on my own because I have everything I need in myself. I'm good with data and with organization, but I also like ideas. There are details that I usually remember but they don't seem to have much to do with each other, some are affective memories others not. I had a lot of problems organizing myself during the first semesters of my college. Usually I don't finish the things I start, for example setting a goal of reading several math books to improve my situation in my course, well it's been 2 years since I stipulated this and I haven't started yet. I am empathic with people, but I am also individualistic and do not always want to help. I can be very connected with the environment that I see and feel comfortable when some environment seems to me a fantasy scenario. I can start talking and just never stop, and it is very common for me to fantasize about moving away from everyone and living just reading the books I want, or becoming a completely different and unfamiliar person to the people around me. I feel very attached to my own feelings to the point that some things important to others don't matter to me and sometimes I feel selfish because it seems to me only my feelings matter. I can see a lot of futures for myself and most of them I can see myself getting happy, but I also usually just imagine good things happening to me. I don't know if I can work with many things, because I have a hard time studying more than 4 subjects per semester, but whenever I go to study I have several other things that are not study things happening at the same time and I can deal with them. I am absurdly easy to hurt, in high school several people knew me as crybaby, since whenever I felt ashamed or pressure I cried. My boyfriend loves to tell jokes and some of them hurt me or make me angry. When I get angry I explode with anyone around me criticizing the person. Every time I go out I have a lot of expectations about what can happen exciting and I find myself imagining a lot of possible futures for me, but all these possibilities of the future are not definitive for me, I don't control my life very much and I usually let others make decisions for me, especially my parents, I don't care much because I have a feeling that at the end of the day none of that matters since I can still be myself and have the things I like. The only thing I can control is my method of study and yet it still has some flaws because of my procastination. I wouldn't mind living in a small town like my current one, but I definitely want to know new things. oh, one more thing that I remembered, I usually get sick of things / people and drop them, but I always keep a little affection for everything that I did some day. I also usually understand the feelings of others, but I have more interest in mine. If you can help me I would appreciate it.