Do any of you guys deal with this, too? I don't usually anymore, but sometimes, like right now. I THINK it stems from this feeling of everything being too annoying and hard that I wanna say, "eff it all, I don't care about myself or anything." Or maybe I just want to feel invigorated...I think it's a lot of things. Am I alone in this? I even start getting thoughts like, "I wish that car would hit me." Not even to die, just to feel real or SOMETHING.