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1.Is there anything that may affect the way you answer the questions? For example, a stressful time, mental illness, medications, special life circumstances? Other useful information includes sex, age, and current state of mind.
- Sleep deprivation and a certain degree of depression, old enough to be regarded as an adult, yet still in my late teen years, not a native speaker, female, not to mention i’m writing this at three am.
2. Study these two images*here*and*here. Which one do you prefer and why? How would you describe it?
- The former, i have no aversion to it, it’s a generic, aesthetically pleasing example of astro-photography, that’s enough for me to favor it over the stock-looking photo depicting a trivial occurrence.
3. Please describe yourself as a person if you were to introduce yourself to someone else like in a cover letter. What kind of person are you and why?
- I suppose I’d say that i have the scholar ’s approach to life, that knowledge and truth is what i consider valuable, that i abhor most things that make me “human”. That i find both free-will and unbiased thought an impossibility, yet they’re the closest thing to an aspiration of mine. That I can be rather hedonistic, and often have little control over my indulgence in physical pleasure, likely one of my most fatal flaws; That i’m more concerned with understanding how i think than i am with what i think, and generally “why?” is my most prevalent question, yet “how?” is the most valid. That complexity, knowledge, clarity, innovation, reason, secularism and intellectual prowess are some of the things i hold dear. I don’t believe there’s an objective reason or porpoise behind my life, and i’m satisfied with making my own. I don’t seek happiness, i seek knowledge, satisfaction, evolution, impact... Ultimately, my values are that of the enlightenment.
4.What kind of person would you LIKE to be? Why? What kind of person would you NOT want to be? Why?
- I don’t have a specific type, i’d avoid, perhaps someone consumed by emotion, mindlessly happy, the type to believe, have faith or hold a position because “it feels wright”, someone with a literal mind and understanding of the world with a less than nuanced approach. To sum it up in an overly simplistic way, a shallow, indecisive, mind-numbingly childish, “mystical and mysterious”, disingenuous being, unfazed by it’s ignorance. I suppose ideally, I’d be more socially savvy, driven, rational, every bit as strong willed and skeptic, figurative... I might elaborate on this, but i don’t see much of a point in doing so.
5. Do you think there are any differences to how you described yourself and how people actually perceive you? How do you think others would describe you? If there are any discrepancies between these two that are you are aware of; do you know why exactly that is?
- I describe myself as quick-witted, more fair than kind, possibly affectionate under specific circumstances, analytic, creative, bitter at times, ever cynical and sarcastic... I’d likely be described as more acerbic than sarcastic, perhaps more reclusive than engaging (despite my love of open discussion and sparring), principled, overly-meticulous, boring at times, impatient, confrontational, argumentative...
6. What in life do you find to be of importance? Why? If you are unsure you can always take the*Value Test*and post the results here. Do note that it helps if you narrow it down to 20 or ideally 10 values as suggested at stage 2.
- The test has repeatedly failed to get to the finishing stage, my picks fell into dignity, intelligence, humor, fluency, refinement, reason, clarity, freedom, reflection, depth and knowledge.
7. How do you react to new situations in your life? Can you describe an event in your life where you were in an unknown situation? How did you deal with it?
-I tend to be relatively uncomfortable with the unknown, not having a planned course of action can be quite unsettling, but ultimately i try to hypothesize about the unknown occurrence, create a theory, look for data that contradicts it, and eventually make a contingency plan with information I've deducted.
8. Please describe yourself when you are in a stressful situation. How do you act and why? Real life experiences are welcome.
-It will depend very much on the cause of the stress, most of the time it’ll never escalate, i don’t see stress as helpful, i therefor end up using tactics that fit the situation. In the case of a death, complete failure in a field i take pride in, or major occurrences of the sort, i steal myself for introspection, write and think until I've drained every thought that comes to mind. I always prepare myself for the worst case scenario, but i avoid assuming it'll take place. The most recent example would be the death of an anorexic friend, roughly two months ago.
9. Please describe yourself when you are in an enjoyable situation. How do you act and why? Real life experiences are welcome.
- Most of the time, i become an observer rather then a participant, it feels as though i’m watching the events play out rather than participating, i feel distanced enough to be simultaneously unaffected and pleased. If the joy comes from social interaction, it’s usually a challenging conversation or debate, i can appear extroverted to an extent whilst debating, and i’ll enjoy doing so for hours. If the joy comes from something emotional, it’s generally the sensation of connection, due to achieving full comprehension of something meaningful to both parties. If it comes from investigating a subject that i’ve been ruminating (the most common of all these scenarios,and generally the most enjoyable), i generally get so immersed, it’s bliss, peace even, but not joy, it’s the relief being mentally consumed by a challenging subject, lacking boredom for extended periods of time; I forget about the rest of my thoughts and surroundings, for as long as i’m engaged.
10. Describe your relationship to socialization. How do you perceive one-on-one interaction? How do you perceive group interaction?
- I don’t socialize extensively, i’ll work at home, without seeing anyone for periods of roughly 3-5 days at a time, when i socialize, it’s generally one-on-one, i avoid small talk, share the plethora of issues subjects i’m interested in, incoherent and unrelated as they may be, and care to listen to the same from my interlocutor. I generally don’t have much patience to things relating to personal relationships of my friend’s, so if i’m to be helpful, it’s generally for 10-25 minutes, working on devising a plan, and bringing some comfort to them. Groups aren’t my forte, i don’t work well with trying to get everybody on the same page (lowest common denominator) and avoiding all the uncomfortable dynamics that eventually form, or listening to small talk since they’ll have differing levels of trust in each-other. I don’t hate the idea of a group, i find it alluring, but i generally get frustrated and bored of people easier,and groups just speed up the process.
11. Describe your relationship to society. What are the elements of it you hold important or unimportant (e.g. social norms, values, customs, traditions)? How do you see people as a whole?
- I find norms such as politeness slightly patronizing, assuming those around you need to be catered to, or simply can’t handle an honest opinion. Values are generally arbitrary, yet it’s supposedly acceptable to deem them untouchable, immune to criticism, i find this to be foolish, i fail to see why something “feeling” right or wrong makes it so, or why the approach to take has no middle ground.. Traditions i generally don’t value, they’re ways to bring the past into our present life, and they don’t usually align with our present day norms, i don’t see much of a point in dwelling in slightly less advanced social customs, specially if they don’t provide us with any insight. Culture i may value (depending entirely on what constitutes “culture” of course), It can be insightful, help certain members of society stay standing, people are too immersed in their surroundings to see the oddity in their customs and norms, so often they just abide by them, at times this may be useful. Culture is the climate we live in, and the idiosyncratic events and people that have lived, and the ones that do.
12. Describe your relationship to authority. How do you perceive authority? What does it mean to you, and how do you deal with it?
- I often oppose specific forms of authority, at times its enforcers, but i don’t believe the concept to be inherently harmful, and i don’t see our present day society surviving without it; the same way i may not find capitalism the most utopic of systems, yet i believe it’s the most viable one. The problem i have with authority is blind power, when an authority has the power to limit rights, and it does just that, if we lose rights like criticism, mockery, peaceful protest, most civic ways to demonstrate disagreement get striped, dictatorship may then ensue, perhaps civil war(etc)...
13. Describe your relationship to order and chaos. What do order and chaos mean to you? How do they manifest in your daily life?
-To me order and chaos is the fight with (my) nature, order is the all encompassing term for that which i live by, be it reason or musings, knowledge or discovery, satisfaction or desperation; chaos is all that ends creative processes, much like a pathology, it may be romanticized, but it’s ultimately limiting, stifling if you will; it ends progression, evolution can only take place when either order, or both elements are present. Chaos demolishes, order creates, the balance of the two makes reality as i see it.
14. What is it that you fear in life? Why? How does this fear manifest to you both in how you think and how you act?
- Not living to see what i may set in motion become a reality. I fear it because i live in the uncertainty of the unknown, the present don’t interest me, i look to the changes that have yet to come, that are nothing but concepts and have yet to happen, not being able to eventually impact my surroundings in a meaningful way is a horrific prospect. This serves as motivation, i work with a long term vision of change, i try to be efficient, I’m product oriented fro this any many other reasons.
15. What is it that you desire in life? What do you strive to achieve? Why? Where do you think these drives and desires stem from or are inspired by?
-My desire is rationality in full, supported by grand intellectual prowess, ultimately because they’re some of the only objectively valuable characteristics, and i don’t much care for the subjective in terms of what i want to become. I wish to amass as much valuable knowledge as possible, albeit i want to do so for knowledge's sake, i hope to implement it, specifically my own introspective frameworks. I create visions of the world that aren’t impossible to set in motion, so i’m tempted to try to do so.
16. a) What activities energize you most? b) What activities drain you most? Why?
- Research on any topic that interest me will give me vitality, and so will debating, writing, playing an instrument, watching quality cinema, reading from anything that isn’t a blue light ridden panel... As for draining, most all social activities, chores, tasks, studying subjects i find painfully boring, physical activities, not for the muscle power required, but for how very grounded i must be to execute it properly.
17. Why do you want to know your type? What type do you think you are? Why this/these type(s)? Is there a type that appeals to you, to your self-perception, that you would like to be? Why? If you know your*enneagram, please post this here. If you have done any online function tests such as the*Keys2Cognition, it helps if you post these results here as well.
- Out of a whim, sheer curiosity i set out so explore my psyche, better understand my processes and optimize them, understand my possible strengths career wise, and satisfy some of my “why?” curiosity regarding my own thoughts.
I believe myself to be either an INTP, INTJ or perhaps ENTP (albeit i think it’s unlikely), the reason for this is the consistency in cognitive function tests, my highly analytic, obsessive, rational nature, my distaste for emotion (and to an extent, difficulty), the highly dissociative state i find my self in most of the time, my tendency to get lost in thought when and wherever, my non-liner thinking (exacerbated to the point of losing track of my initial thought process, even though it’s not a very common occurrence), my reclusive, anti-social demeanor... I don’t think i have much preference in terms of self perception, i ultimately want to reach the most truth-full conclusion. I find ENTJ, ISTP, INTJ, INTP and INFJ to be alluring, i just don’t desire a specific “title”.
Cognitive Process Level of Development (Preference, Skill and Frequency of Use)
extraverted Sensing (Se)* ************(10.3)
unused
introverted Sensing (Si)* ***********************************(33.4)
good use
extraverted Intuiting (Ne)* ************************************(34.4)
good use
introverted Intuiting (Ni)* *****************************************(39.5)
excellent use
extraverted Thinking (TE) ********************************************************(54.1
excellent use
introverted Thinking (Ti)* ***********************************************(45.6)
excellent use
extraverted Feeling (Fe)* **********(8.8)
unused
introverted Feeling (Fi)* ****************(14.1)
unused
It’s worth mentioning that’s on keys2cognition, my similar minds score was something like Te 95% Ti 95% Ni 85% Ne 40% Se 20% Si 15% Fe 10% Fi 30%, this is unusually high Si for me
18. Finally, is there something else you find to be of importance you want to add about yourself you think might be of relevance when helping to type you? Not for the time being, this is a wall of text as is.
- Sleep deprivation and a certain degree of depression, old enough to be regarded as an adult, yet still in my late teen years, not a native speaker, female, not to mention i’m writing this at three am.
2. Study these two images*here*and*here. Which one do you prefer and why? How would you describe it?
- The former, i have no aversion to it, it’s a generic, aesthetically pleasing example of astro-photography, that’s enough for me to favor it over the stock-looking photo depicting a trivial occurrence.
3. Please describe yourself as a person if you were to introduce yourself to someone else like in a cover letter. What kind of person are you and why?
- I suppose I’d say that i have the scholar ’s approach to life, that knowledge and truth is what i consider valuable, that i abhor most things that make me “human”. That i find both free-will and unbiased thought an impossibility, yet they’re the closest thing to an aspiration of mine. That I can be rather hedonistic, and often have little control over my indulgence in physical pleasure, likely one of my most fatal flaws; That i’m more concerned with understanding how i think than i am with what i think, and generally “why?” is my most prevalent question, yet “how?” is the most valid. That complexity, knowledge, clarity, innovation, reason, secularism and intellectual prowess are some of the things i hold dear. I don’t believe there’s an objective reason or porpoise behind my life, and i’m satisfied with making my own. I don’t seek happiness, i seek knowledge, satisfaction, evolution, impact... Ultimately, my values are that of the enlightenment.
4.What kind of person would you LIKE to be? Why? What kind of person would you NOT want to be? Why?
- I don’t have a specific type, i’d avoid, perhaps someone consumed by emotion, mindlessly happy, the type to believe, have faith or hold a position because “it feels wright”, someone with a literal mind and understanding of the world with a less than nuanced approach. To sum it up in an overly simplistic way, a shallow, indecisive, mind-numbingly childish, “mystical and mysterious”, disingenuous being, unfazed by it’s ignorance. I suppose ideally, I’d be more socially savvy, driven, rational, every bit as strong willed and skeptic, figurative... I might elaborate on this, but i don’t see much of a point in doing so.
5. Do you think there are any differences to how you described yourself and how people actually perceive you? How do you think others would describe you? If there are any discrepancies between these two that are you are aware of; do you know why exactly that is?
- I describe myself as quick-witted, more fair than kind, possibly affectionate under specific circumstances, analytic, creative, bitter at times, ever cynical and sarcastic... I’d likely be described as more acerbic than sarcastic, perhaps more reclusive than engaging (despite my love of open discussion and sparring), principled, overly-meticulous, boring at times, impatient, confrontational, argumentative...
6. What in life do you find to be of importance? Why? If you are unsure you can always take the*Value Test*and post the results here. Do note that it helps if you narrow it down to 20 or ideally 10 values as suggested at stage 2.
- The test has repeatedly failed to get to the finishing stage, my picks fell into dignity, intelligence, humor, fluency, refinement, reason, clarity, freedom, reflection, depth and knowledge.
7. How do you react to new situations in your life? Can you describe an event in your life where you were in an unknown situation? How did you deal with it?
-I tend to be relatively uncomfortable with the unknown, not having a planned course of action can be quite unsettling, but ultimately i try to hypothesize about the unknown occurrence, create a theory, look for data that contradicts it, and eventually make a contingency plan with information I've deducted.
8. Please describe yourself when you are in a stressful situation. How do you act and why? Real life experiences are welcome.
-It will depend very much on the cause of the stress, most of the time it’ll never escalate, i don’t see stress as helpful, i therefor end up using tactics that fit the situation. In the case of a death, complete failure in a field i take pride in, or major occurrences of the sort, i steal myself for introspection, write and think until I've drained every thought that comes to mind. I always prepare myself for the worst case scenario, but i avoid assuming it'll take place. The most recent example would be the death of an anorexic friend, roughly two months ago.
9. Please describe yourself when you are in an enjoyable situation. How do you act and why? Real life experiences are welcome.
- Most of the time, i become an observer rather then a participant, it feels as though i’m watching the events play out rather than participating, i feel distanced enough to be simultaneously unaffected and pleased. If the joy comes from social interaction, it’s usually a challenging conversation or debate, i can appear extroverted to an extent whilst debating, and i’ll enjoy doing so for hours. If the joy comes from something emotional, it’s generally the sensation of connection, due to achieving full comprehension of something meaningful to both parties. If it comes from investigating a subject that i’ve been ruminating (the most common of all these scenarios,and generally the most enjoyable), i generally get so immersed, it’s bliss, peace even, but not joy, it’s the relief being mentally consumed by a challenging subject, lacking boredom for extended periods of time; I forget about the rest of my thoughts and surroundings, for as long as i’m engaged.
10. Describe your relationship to socialization. How do you perceive one-on-one interaction? How do you perceive group interaction?
- I don’t socialize extensively, i’ll work at home, without seeing anyone for periods of roughly 3-5 days at a time, when i socialize, it’s generally one-on-one, i avoid small talk, share the plethora of issues subjects i’m interested in, incoherent and unrelated as they may be, and care to listen to the same from my interlocutor. I generally don’t have much patience to things relating to personal relationships of my friend’s, so if i’m to be helpful, it’s generally for 10-25 minutes, working on devising a plan, and bringing some comfort to them. Groups aren’t my forte, i don’t work well with trying to get everybody on the same page (lowest common denominator) and avoiding all the uncomfortable dynamics that eventually form, or listening to small talk since they’ll have differing levels of trust in each-other. I don’t hate the idea of a group, i find it alluring, but i generally get frustrated and bored of people easier,and groups just speed up the process.
11. Describe your relationship to society. What are the elements of it you hold important or unimportant (e.g. social norms, values, customs, traditions)? How do you see people as a whole?
- I find norms such as politeness slightly patronizing, assuming those around you need to be catered to, or simply can’t handle an honest opinion. Values are generally arbitrary, yet it’s supposedly acceptable to deem them untouchable, immune to criticism, i find this to be foolish, i fail to see why something “feeling” right or wrong makes it so, or why the approach to take has no middle ground.. Traditions i generally don’t value, they’re ways to bring the past into our present life, and they don’t usually align with our present day norms, i don’t see much of a point in dwelling in slightly less advanced social customs, specially if they don’t provide us with any insight. Culture i may value (depending entirely on what constitutes “culture” of course), It can be insightful, help certain members of society stay standing, people are too immersed in their surroundings to see the oddity in their customs and norms, so often they just abide by them, at times this may be useful. Culture is the climate we live in, and the idiosyncratic events and people that have lived, and the ones that do.
12. Describe your relationship to authority. How do you perceive authority? What does it mean to you, and how do you deal with it?
- I often oppose specific forms of authority, at times its enforcers, but i don’t believe the concept to be inherently harmful, and i don’t see our present day society surviving without it; the same way i may not find capitalism the most utopic of systems, yet i believe it’s the most viable one. The problem i have with authority is blind power, when an authority has the power to limit rights, and it does just that, if we lose rights like criticism, mockery, peaceful protest, most civic ways to demonstrate disagreement get striped, dictatorship may then ensue, perhaps civil war(etc)...
13. Describe your relationship to order and chaos. What do order and chaos mean to you? How do they manifest in your daily life?
-To me order and chaos is the fight with (my) nature, order is the all encompassing term for that which i live by, be it reason or musings, knowledge or discovery, satisfaction or desperation; chaos is all that ends creative processes, much like a pathology, it may be romanticized, but it’s ultimately limiting, stifling if you will; it ends progression, evolution can only take place when either order, or both elements are present. Chaos demolishes, order creates, the balance of the two makes reality as i see it.
14. What is it that you fear in life? Why? How does this fear manifest to you both in how you think and how you act?
- Not living to see what i may set in motion become a reality. I fear it because i live in the uncertainty of the unknown, the present don’t interest me, i look to the changes that have yet to come, that are nothing but concepts and have yet to happen, not being able to eventually impact my surroundings in a meaningful way is a horrific prospect. This serves as motivation, i work with a long term vision of change, i try to be efficient, I’m product oriented fro this any many other reasons.
15. What is it that you desire in life? What do you strive to achieve? Why? Where do you think these drives and desires stem from or are inspired by?
-My desire is rationality in full, supported by grand intellectual prowess, ultimately because they’re some of the only objectively valuable characteristics, and i don’t much care for the subjective in terms of what i want to become. I wish to amass as much valuable knowledge as possible, albeit i want to do so for knowledge's sake, i hope to implement it, specifically my own introspective frameworks. I create visions of the world that aren’t impossible to set in motion, so i’m tempted to try to do so.
16. a) What activities energize you most? b) What activities drain you most? Why?
- Research on any topic that interest me will give me vitality, and so will debating, writing, playing an instrument, watching quality cinema, reading from anything that isn’t a blue light ridden panel... As for draining, most all social activities, chores, tasks, studying subjects i find painfully boring, physical activities, not for the muscle power required, but for how very grounded i must be to execute it properly.
17. Why do you want to know your type? What type do you think you are? Why this/these type(s)? Is there a type that appeals to you, to your self-perception, that you would like to be? Why? If you know your*enneagram, please post this here. If you have done any online function tests such as the*Keys2Cognition, it helps if you post these results here as well.
- Out of a whim, sheer curiosity i set out so explore my psyche, better understand my processes and optimize them, understand my possible strengths career wise, and satisfy some of my “why?” curiosity regarding my own thoughts.
I believe myself to be either an INTP, INTJ or perhaps ENTP (albeit i think it’s unlikely), the reason for this is the consistency in cognitive function tests, my highly analytic, obsessive, rational nature, my distaste for emotion (and to an extent, difficulty), the highly dissociative state i find my self in most of the time, my tendency to get lost in thought when and wherever, my non-liner thinking (exacerbated to the point of losing track of my initial thought process, even though it’s not a very common occurrence), my reclusive, anti-social demeanor... I don’t think i have much preference in terms of self perception, i ultimately want to reach the most truth-full conclusion. I find ENTJ, ISTP, INTJ, INTP and INFJ to be alluring, i just don’t desire a specific “title”.
Cognitive Process Level of Development (Preference, Skill and Frequency of Use)
extraverted Sensing (Se)* ************(10.3)
unused
introverted Sensing (Si)* ***********************************(33.4)
good use
extraverted Intuiting (Ne)* ************************************(34.4)
good use
introverted Intuiting (Ni)* *****************************************(39.5)
excellent use
extraverted Thinking (TE) ********************************************************(54.1
excellent use
introverted Thinking (Ti)* ***********************************************(45.6)
excellent use
extraverted Feeling (Fe)* **********(8.8)
unused
introverted Feeling (Fi)* ****************(14.1)
unused
It’s worth mentioning that’s on keys2cognition, my similar minds score was something like Te 95% Ti 95% Ni 85% Ne 40% Se 20% Si 15% Fe 10% Fi 30%, this is unusually high Si for me
18. Finally, is there something else you find to be of importance you want to add about yourself you think might be of relevance when helping to type you? Not for the time being, this is a wall of text as is.