Something about our society does that to us. Tells us we are not as good as others. But, most of what this fako "perfect" society tells us is wrong. Someone can and should help you deal with why you can't love anyone who loves you. Also, why you hate yourself, there are underlying things making you feel those ways that you are not aware of, and those things can be dealt with and dissapate, once you know who or what made you feel those ways.Every time someone says they love me or they want to be with me I lose respect for them.
I'm scared to sleep with people because I hate my body and I wouldn't ever want to be embarrassed.
and I feel like it's all downhill from here but I don't want my life to be over. I miss high school. I hate being twenty and when I see cuts on other peoples' arms it makes me insanely jealous.
And now I feel like a loser for confessing all that.