My names is doug, I'm 15 and I live with my extremely conservative mother and stepdad. As an INFP I've always struggled to fit in. With my peers, my parents, my brother, and basically anyone and everyone in my life. In the past year, I've struggled with my emotions. I've tried to suppress them, and I've let them overpower me. I can't seem to find balance in my life. I always am helping others deal with their crumbling family life, yet I can't seem to fix myself. I have an addictive personality and have dabbled with drugs and alcohol. I've lost connection with the people I cared about and feel incredibly alone. I've gone through countless relationships that always end the same. This past year has been incredibly strenuous on me. I can't seem to find satisfaction in any aspect of my life. Lately I've felt an overwhelming amount of apathy and discontentment with myself. I'm an insomniac and often waste away my nights criticizing every aspect of myself. I can't feel anything anymore, nothing seems to faze me. I'm neither happy or sad just numb. I just want to leave my town and start a new life and find new inspiration in myself. Does anyone have some advice for an INFP struggling to make it through their teen years?