My social skills don't seem to improve, no matter how much I try. I also despise my appearance. I can look in the mirror and I just feel sick to my stomach. It will no doubt be coupled with other problems; never had a relationship, struggle to talk to the opposite sex, online dating never worked,etc. I guess it is a complete fear of loneliness and that I am not really a good person. I am constantly under the belief that there is something wrong with me. I come off as too needy or completely aloof. Pretty much, I suck as a human being.