[Hemoglobin]

Self explanatory title.

INTJs only please.

Please no judging... :wink:

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I'll break the ice and go first.

- According to the official IQ testing I had done I have an abnormally high IQ. Yet I feel like I fluked the test, somehow cheated it. I feel like a fraud.

- I start wailing whenever I see a birthing video... no idea why.

- I am afraid of the dark and loud noises.

 

[beth x]

I would rather watch porn than date:tongue:

 

[Xavier]

I get emotional and I'm really impressed by real altruistic behaviour, even if I know that such thing doesn't exist (conscious altruism)
I really hate everything and everyone, deep inside. From there I get my enery, even if I used it in a positive way.

 

[Immemorial]

I've fantasised about going on a killing spree before.

I've ran a knife along my finger while contemplating what it would be like to stab someone.

 

[GarretSage]

Ohh, killing spree. Can I join? I think I have a list, somewhere...

I've done the same as sir Hour above me.

 

[RainetheWolf]

I don't have friends and I feel lonely :sad:

 

[Biracial]

I hate waking up alone.

 

[Snowguard]

- When the opportunity presents itself, I enjoy consuming my own blood and flesh.

- I find it difficult to form emotional connections with other people, but will get teary-eyed during a valourous speech in a movie, or through displays of honour. There was an ad from Lebanon that gets me every time.

- I despise the fact that I am illogically atrracted to Feelers

 

[calliope]

The inside of my head is like a disney movie. I believe in complete honesty and altruism and doing the right thing and creating good in the world. I love humanity and have great faith in human achievement. I am against the idea of pornography and have not, nor could I imagine being around anyone who was into it. I can't handle any form of violence, either in real life or in movies unless it is ungratuitous or has a big-picture message of non-violence. I am terrified of what most people post in terms of sex and violence on any open forum. I am a very militant feminist, but in my head it always translates into everyone should be a soft white fluffy innocent lamb.

 

[Hemoglobin]

I confess that:

- My skewed ideas of sensuality is the best way I can deal with life. The more absurd the better.
- I am a BDSM switch, but I tend to be more submissive given the right partner.
- I watch a lot of pornography, more than I watch normal television.
- I prefer 'realistic' porn... fat guys with hairy backs, women with acne, stretch marks, bad teeth... you get the idea.
- Sensuality is a key factor to who I am as a person. It is something I pride myself in. It is not something I would ever change.
- Romantic fluffy bunny rabbit romance freaks me the fuck out. It doesn't seem real to me at all... where is the passion? The primal scream? Sensuality should be about all emotions at their rawest point; anger, lust, desperation, ecstasy, craving, obsession, and a little bit of fear. How are we to feel human otherwise?

 

[Snowguard]

I confess that I didn't ejaculate til I was 21, and didn't masturbate to conclusion til I was 22, despite having a large collection of pornography from my early teens.

 

[Expat in Japan]

I think I am addicted to sex, or at least, heavily tied to it. So, I can understand the real idea of people being addicted to sex and what it does to them, and what actions they take.

Other than alcohol, I have only smoked pot, and that was only once. I have been curious about drugs, but just never went there -- despite the people who thought I was on drugs when I wrote my poetry or the people who suggested I should do drugs after having read my drug-free poetry.

9 times out of 10, I'll cry to the theme song of "The Tigger Movie" (yes that Tigger) sung by Kenny Loggins -- Your heart will lead you home. I feel that I have no home, no family or no friends to go to.

 

[SPtheGhost]

Im really not built to keep a relationship longer than a few months and it really really pains me to have to keep breaking hearts of girls who really have strong feelings for me
, i dont think girls are expendable ...i just cant commit ...i dont have it in me ...literally i just dont have the emotional capacity...and im not really sorry about that but im sorry about the pain that this causes

 

[green4keeps]

9 times out of 10, I'll cry to the theme song of "The Tigger Movie" (yes that Tigger) sung by Kenny Loggins -- Your heart will lead you home. I feel that I have no home, no family or no friends to go to.

I can relate. When I went through my divorce, my whole family turned against me (my ex put on a great PR campaign). Most of my friends stopped speaking to me. I was quite literally alone. I watched the movie "Meet the Robinsons" (kids computer animation movie) for the first time and cried my eyes out. You might appreciate it to, as it fits feeling of having no family or friends.

 

[green4keeps]

Im really not built to keep a relationship longer than a few months and it really really pains me to have to keep breaking hearts of girls who really have strong feelings for me
, i dont think girls are expendable ...i just cant commit ...i dont have it in me ...literally i just dont have the emotional capacity...and im not really sorry about that but im sorry about the pain that this causes

*ditto* That is my struggle...

 

[SillySage]

I would rather watch porn than date:tongue:

OMG. I'm with you on that one!

 

[green4keeps]

I am indifferent about gender when considering an intimate relationship.

I would rather be without meaningful friends than be without meaningful work.*

* I currently hate my job and am in a meaningful relationship... :bangs head against wall:

 

[SillySage]

Confessions... hmm...

I've found that my creativity and imagination are at its peak when I'm at my lowest. Thus, when I'm happy I can't write--- when I'm not happy, I can write a novel (and am finishing one now actually-- hopefully I'll stay miserable long enough to finish it).

Don't really care that much if I die tomorrow. Only thing that keeps me from doing a swan dive off a tall building is my daughter. Don't feel needed beyond that, and eventually that will no longer be enough as she gets older. So we'll see what happens after that! LOL How's that for a confession? :tongue:

 

[ObsidianShadow1]

- When the opportunity presents itself, I enjoy consuming my own blood and flesh.

- I find it difficult to form emotional connections with other people, but will get teary-eyed during a valourous speech in a movie, or through displays of honour. There was an ad from Lebanon that gets me every time.

- I despise the fact that I am illogically atrracted to Feelers

I pick at my scabs and drink my own blood. I'm not a vampire, though! I also bite myself in frustration or when I'm thinking.

 

[Expat in Japan]

Confessions... hmm...

I've found that my creativity and imagination are at its peak when I'm at my lowest. Thus, when I'm happy I can't write--- when I'm not happy, I can write a novel (and am finishing one now actually-- hopefully I'll stay miserable long enough to finish it).

Yes, me too!

Don't really care that much if I die tomorrow. Only thing that keeps me from doing a swan dive off a tall building is my daughter. Don't feel needed beyond that...

Kids, we all know, repeat and use what they hear. But one night, when putting my son to bed when he was 3-4ish, we were lying down in bed and I was waiting for him to fall asleep. He turned to me suddenly and said, "I'm so proud of you." One of the biggest buttons I have to be pushed....and I cried.