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I'm not an ISTP , how can I be if my first two functions are either Te or Ni? Fe may be my weakest and my Se and Ti are strong but who cares? Ni and Te are at the top. I'm an xNTJ, I have hit another brick wall: INTJs have low Se and ENTJs have low Fi so wth?...My function order is probably: Te, Ni, Ti, Se, Fi, Si, Ne, Fe.
I don't know which comes first of the two; Te or Ni.Te comes first in tests but that barely means a thing. So, I hope this is the last step. Finding out if I'm extroverted or introverted. My first two cognitive functions are important considering I'm only 17 so that function order up there could barely mean a thing since I'm only developing two. Well first of all since I hit 12-13 I wanted to be alone a lot more just to think. I was progressing an interest in ideas, looking more for hidden meanings in things, everyone around me noticed the change, too. I'd go up to bed early at home and avoid watching a movie just so I could day dream. I realised how much I loved to day dream. I think this difference may've been Ni making it's way into me.This could mean that maybe Te is my dominant function. I can't be too sure because I always had those ah-hah moments, those sudden arrivals at answers that come randomly.
I hate and always have hated being alone, there is nothing worse or scarier imo. But I'm so easily annoyed by people! If I'm in good company it's different - even afterwards it makes me happy and energetic for days. I never get "drained" if I'm in good company. Most people bore me, small talk annoys the crap out of me. It's rare that I'm interested in a person (Aren't ENTJs supposed to be interested in people and interested in their viewpoints etc?). I'm surrounded by teeny-boppers and end end up here just to wash the bad taste out of my mouth. I'd rather talk to people I can't meet in person than I would talk to them it seems. When I'm in company with these people I usually have my mouth shut, but I can't let my mind wander
I actually listen to the shit they're talking about. I have a disease where I have to listen to everything someone says (imagine how annoying this is around ExFPs)jk I have a feeling that may be related, don't know why. To an outsider I can seem extroverted because I'm not afraid of anyone, confident, assertive, aggressive and admittedly I can be a bit abrasive. I also love being the centre of attention and don't avoid it, public speaking doesn't scare me at all. No I don't think all these traits make one an extrovert - I think to an outsider they could. I can seem like an introvert for not talking much, blowing people off and hating people. No I don't think this makes one introverted once again.
Thing is I can't stand being inside my own mind for too long! I'll do anything just to avert my thoughts to something external. I'm more focused on the outside world than on my own ideas and thoughts and feelings. I'm more objective than I am subjective and that hints at my dominant cognitive function being an extroverted one right? I'm an 8w7, they're always described as being "highly extroverted and outgoing", that would contradict the INTJ personality. Am I highly extroverted and outgoing? I wouldn't say highly extroverted, I know I have a part of me that's highly extroverted. Am I outgoing? No, but I sure as hell want to be. I want nothing more than to be surrounded by social connections. The problem is...I don't give a fuck about barely anyone. I personally think I'm an introverted extrovert, but I'm considering other options because I've been wrong about mbt before. So there's all the details, a lot I know but please try and help. I just want to find my type. Why? Simple reason: It's fucking bugging me not knowing. I need confirmation if I'm going to be on this site. It's only three paragraphs!
I don't know which comes first of the two; Te or Ni.Te comes first in tests but that barely means a thing. So, I hope this is the last step. Finding out if I'm extroverted or introverted. My first two cognitive functions are important considering I'm only 17 so that function order up there could barely mean a thing since I'm only developing two. Well first of all since I hit 12-13 I wanted to be alone a lot more just to think. I was progressing an interest in ideas, looking more for hidden meanings in things, everyone around me noticed the change, too. I'd go up to bed early at home and avoid watching a movie just so I could day dream. I realised how much I loved to day dream. I think this difference may've been Ni making it's way into me.This could mean that maybe Te is my dominant function. I can't be too sure because I always had those ah-hah moments, those sudden arrivals at answers that come randomly.
I hate and always have hated being alone, there is nothing worse or scarier imo. But I'm so easily annoyed by people! If I'm in good company it's different - even afterwards it makes me happy and energetic for days. I never get "drained" if I'm in good company. Most people bore me, small talk annoys the crap out of me. It's rare that I'm interested in a person (Aren't ENTJs supposed to be interested in people and interested in their viewpoints etc?). I'm surrounded by teeny-boppers and end end up here just to wash the bad taste out of my mouth. I'd rather talk to people I can't meet in person than I would talk to them it seems. When I'm in company with these people I usually have my mouth shut, but I can't let my mind wander
Thing is I can't stand being inside my own mind for too long! I'll do anything just to avert my thoughts to something external. I'm more focused on the outside world than on my own ideas and thoughts and feelings. I'm more objective than I am subjective and that hints at my dominant cognitive function being an extroverted one right? I'm an 8w7, they're always described as being "highly extroverted and outgoing", that would contradict the INTJ personality. Am I highly extroverted and outgoing? I wouldn't say highly extroverted, I know I have a part of me that's highly extroverted. Am I outgoing? No, but I sure as hell want to be. I want nothing more than to be surrounded by social connections. The problem is...I don't give a fuck about barely anyone. I personally think I'm an introverted extrovert, but I'm considering other options because I've been wrong about mbt before. So there's all the details, a lot I know but please try and help. I just want to find my type. Why? Simple reason: It's fucking bugging me not knowing. I need confirmation if I'm going to be on this site. It's only three paragraphs!