Ok here goes. I met this guy 4 years back. He was in my school. We got introduced over the net and then in real life. He was weird, thoughtful(not in an obvius way) and a brilliant person, intelligence wise. He used to be my confidant when it came to proposing all my weird possible scientific theories, findings on Psychology or maths or whatever. Basically i could tell him a lot of stuff and we had a lot of sexual discussions. And basically we discussed and shared our opinions about different subjects. He was the worst communicator possible as in emotionally and his body language too wasnt the best and so, people, generally didn't have the best impression about him. he didnt seem to mind that and even i was fine with it though once i had pointed this out to him, he tried to put in a bit more of an effort. he was extremely Machiavellian on the outside at times and seemed to think that achieving power and success was all that was needed and a string of sexual encounters or polygamous relationships would be enough in his life. He did not want any sort of romantic involvement and despite him being *terrible* at flirting he smhw had the reputation of being a casanova. Anyway, he said that he had fallen in love with me and i wasnt ready so i told him that i found him interesting but i was not yet in love with him. i told him i wanted to date him and get to know him better but he said he couldnt give me time. i was like, fine. i was not fine with it and i let him know later and he then decides that that was stupid. He says he loves me again and its not gonna go away. i thought that since he seemed to be saying it left and right and wasnt willing to give me time, i thought that the wiser course of the action wud be to wait and properly get to know each other. So i was taking my own sweet time but we never seemed to share the more important stuff. However, i cud be myself arnd him. i cud tell him to fuck off if i was feeling down in the dumps and he'd behave accordingly...it was all going fine.
He wrote me some theorem and said that his love fr me was defined there or something..:| anyway, enter another girl into the scene who becomes his gf. he cuts off contact with me and to not bore u further im emitting the girl's part in all this.
Basically now, he seems to have replaced me perfectly and doesn't miss me at all and it breaks my heart becoz i miss him terribly and im angry at him but the last time i called him up, he pretended like nothing had happened at any time and i was hurt by that and i hung up. he never called back.
And the worst thing is i remember him saying to me when he'd first met her, "I've found your clone today."
She is nothing like me and the stupid drama of it all is dragging me down to the deepest pits.
I do not know what to do. i have deleted them both off my phone and net but that doesn't seem to help. Much.:sad:
P.S- I hate the girl even though she seemed nice at first, she isn't.