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Hello dear fellow INFP's
I hope anyone can relate to my story... and give me some unterstanding... because I feel I really lost my way. Well here it goes.. I never have had much self esteem. But now it seems worse then ever. In september I start this new study at the art acedemy. I have done this study already but I quited in the first year, because I felt so terribly bad about myself I coudn't go further. Now I start again in september. And I feel I'm not ready again... I feel like I don't acomplish much. I don't like myself much, I don't who I am. I feel like I should be doing a lot more. Have a lot more hobbies. I also have the feeling I should be better at a lot things. So I feel so passive... I get frustrated and melancholy about myself and my life. I don't feel worthy... I want to do a lot of things, and be free. But I feel so trapped in side myself. I know this sounds cliche but this is how I feel. I feel never happy about my ''sitiation'' about myself, my relations, my identity. Mabye this also hase to do with my enneagram type... I'm tested as 4w3. Are there any other 4w3'/INFP's how feel this way, or who hase gone through feelings like this?
GoldenDawn
I hope anyone can relate to my story... and give me some unterstanding... because I feel I really lost my way. Well here it goes.. I never have had much self esteem. But now it seems worse then ever. In september I start this new study at the art acedemy. I have done this study already but I quited in the first year, because I felt so terribly bad about myself I coudn't go further. Now I start again in september. And I feel I'm not ready again... I feel like I don't acomplish much. I don't like myself much, I don't who I am. I feel like I should be doing a lot more. Have a lot more hobbies. I also have the feeling I should be better at a lot things. So I feel so passive... I get frustrated and melancholy about myself and my life. I don't feel worthy... I want to do a lot of things, and be free. But I feel so trapped in side myself. I know this sounds cliche but this is how I feel. I feel never happy about my ''sitiation'' about myself, my relations, my identity. Mabye this also hase to do with my enneagram type... I'm tested as 4w3. Are there any other 4w3'/INFP's how feel this way, or who hase gone through feelings like this?
GoldenDawn