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Okay, i know that after 11 I was a goner with love, things were just happening so fast, and I started to become a "freak" an "outcast", I'm 17 now and boys don't accept me.
Well, the thing is that when I was little I had this huge crush on this boy and when he found out that I liked him, he found out from one of our best friends, he never talked to me. I tried to tell him that our friend was crazy, and that he was making it up, but he never listened to me.
After this, for some reason, I shun love. I mean, I do have small crushes, that turn into full-blown crushes, but I always think along the lines of 'he hates me', or 'i'm so stupid'. That experience really traumatized me. I'm afraid of ever telling boys that i like them.
I've told a couple that i liked them, but they either didn't care or they let me down easy by saying "i'm sorry but...." In the end, they never liked me, but one of the boys i told that i liked him, dated my friend behind my back while I was gone.
Neither of them told me, he didn't have to, but my friend should have, and yet she didn't.
Anyway, he only told me no to be polite, but i knew he didn't like me either from early on.
Why does this happen to me? Do any of you ISFP's have this problem or is it just me?
Well, the thing is that when I was little I had this huge crush on this boy and when he found out that I liked him, he found out from one of our best friends, he never talked to me. I tried to tell him that our friend was crazy, and that he was making it up, but he never listened to me.
After this, for some reason, I shun love. I mean, I do have small crushes, that turn into full-blown crushes, but I always think along the lines of 'he hates me', or 'i'm so stupid'. That experience really traumatized me. I'm afraid of ever telling boys that i like them.
I've told a couple that i liked them, but they either didn't care or they let me down easy by saying "i'm sorry but...." In the end, they never liked me, but one of the boys i told that i liked him, dated my friend behind my back while I was gone.
Neither of them told me, he didn't have to, but my friend should have, and yet she didn't.
Anyway, he only told me no to be polite, but i knew he didn't like me either from early on.
Why does this happen to me? Do any of you ISFP's have this problem or is it just me?