Actually I just left my husband today and it was just me bouncing the idea around in my head. I have been having thoughts about other men, not one in specific which leads me to the conclusion I am unhappy. I realized I am unhappy so I suppressed it so I could raise our son in a family. My husband and I are best friends just not in Love. The other men reinforced the thought that it wouldn't work. So I put an end to it and really it was just a emotional rant filled with some sexual frustration.