New hobbies cost cash, cash is going to be decreasing in the next few months based on recent events with my car.Hmm, have you tried finding a new hobby to keep yourself fulfilled?
If you don't mind me asking, what emotional wounds are you talking about?
Emotional wound wise, a wrecked childhood and a substandard upbringing to keep it brief. :dry:
Something I wanted to add; I have a hard time keeping my motivation going honestly so don't recommend me to read any books.