[Hiki]

I was going to put "Masochistic women" but I realize there are men too. I've met them.

You finally find the person you think might help you heal like you need to, they're sweet, kind, and they seem like they might be a big pushover. You lose interest. You lose it because you don't have someone to debate or argue with, they just let you do it. They never speak for themselves. You feel useless or like you're in a one sided relationship.

Tell me...if ..you've ever been through this. I need some answers. I feel screwed up.

 

[OmarFW]

While the details for me are different, I am definitely an emotional masochist

I push away girls interested in me and find as many faults as possible with the ones I am interested in.

Anything to keep me from getting on the path of obtaining what I want, which is to share my life with someone. I don't feel like I deserve that right now nor do I feel like my life is worth sharing.