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Hi, I am an INFP and I don't really know what to think about this forum yet as I can't see or "feel/sense" you like I would in real life LOL. Yes I am, INFP. Actually if it matters I actually scored 100% introverted, on the test it was really %100 I. I'm not joking lol, it was something like %100 I, %45 N, %33 F and %53 P or something like that. Honestly I don't really remember the exact splits but the fact I actually got one %100 really stuck in my mind. I found that crazy but true. Also, I am a freshman in college and have never been to a singe highschool/college party. I have also never had a real girlfriend and sadly haven't kiss a girl yet. Btw, I am working on that now... difficult for me because I am so introverted.

I feel like people just look over me like I don't exist. I make eye contact with people to try and get a sense of who they are. I guess that's my "NF" part coming out.

Often I wait on making decisions because I am worried that if I make one hastily that it will be the wrong decision and I might regret it later.

Btw, I have been writing this post for at least a half-hour trying to make sure it is perfect or at least the best it could be. I think I need some help because it seems like the whole world is designed to shut people like me down. People always expect quick responses or decisions from me and I can't do that. I need time to think things through and come up with a decision that truly reflects how I feel based on my opinions and beliefs, I want to make my own decisions and formulate my own opinions regardless of what others think. I would take their input and use that to help me formulate an opinion but ultimately I don't budge from what I believe in no matter how ridiculous it may seem to someone else.

This is especially bad when people don't actually care about what I really think or have to say. This is extremely frustrating to me!

Why did you ask then? I really don't like pointless small talk.

Sorry for the rant. I just feel like I really need to vent a little because I am always by myself and even I need to express myself directly once in a while.

I usually try to passively express how I feel through clothing statements, careful music choice or other artistic ways to boldly try and convey how I feel without directly saying it out loud, hoping someone will pick up on it.

I don't know if I like this about myself but I am too stubborn to change and I don't really want to change. I am genuinely happy being myself all the time, in fact, a nice quiet Friday night alone after a long week in public (school/work) is just what I need to feel great and re-energized again. I just feel bad or guilty about not contributing to society in anyway other than going to school... I don't know, I feel like my beliefs are wrong in the eyes of most people but I wouldn't change them for the world. And I do feel strongly about things that I feel are "wrong" with society but that is a whole other post/rant. Anyway sorry again for such a long first post.

I do like spending time/getting to know a few close friends but I need to be able to choose when I spend time with them. If I didn't have a choice and was unable to retreat to being alone I would go crazy.

:tongue: *takes deep breath now*
 

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Well hell, some of that sounds much like myself. I'm assuming you took a year off from school because you're 19 and a freshman, right? Heh, first year uni student who did just that. If anything, you must've found that the year off did you the grand favor of allowing you to familiarize yourself with yourself while enjoying total freedom. Sure, it comes at the cost of increased solitude, but you seem unlikely to complain :proud: anywho, welcome here as well!
 

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:happy: Right on; you joined! I look forward to reading your posts!
 
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