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I think this might be my problem. Maybe I'm rushing myself too fast. .______.
I already daydream about having children and living on my own and studying in college and etc. Is that wrong of me?

That depends.

If these are your passions and your desires, there is no problem.

You should analyze these daydreams and try to see if they really would make you happy. There is always some sort of social pressure to become a good citizen, make a family and produce children. Probably your religious ideas play a role in this.