I'm a gay ENFJ also. I came out very quickly after I realized I'm gay because I couldn't handle feeling like your describing. I also didn't want to lie to people. I bet you are feeling this way because you are in the closet. It's a very floating on top of yourself looking down type feeling. I felt completely disconnected from my body. It can do major damage to your self-esteem to stay in the closet too.
Don't feel bad about yourself. It's just who you are. Some people are male, some are female, some black, some white...you're gay. It's alright. People that don't understand it are just ignorant. Similar to race and other minority stigmas, someday people will get it and it won't be a big deal at all.
I bet you'll be surprised at how well people respond. People are surprisingly kind sometimes.
If you need to talk, message me.
You aren't alone, even though you may feel alone.
Don't feel bad about yourself. It's just who you are. Some people are male, some are female, some black, some white...you're gay. It's alright. People that don't understand it are just ignorant. Similar to race and other minority stigmas, someday people will get it and it won't be a big deal at all.
I bet you'll be surprised at how well people respond. People are surprisingly kind sometimes.
If you need to talk, message me.
You aren't alone, even though you may feel alone.
