[Searching for that feelin]

my friend here twily sent me this:
There are stresses that I am trying to endure, and I afraid I fail.
I decided to do it because "Suicide is a PERMANENT solution to my current and incoming problems".
Sounds like I seek freedom and being a coward.
But yeah.
Sayonara
Twily

his perc account is now retired. i don't know if he has done it or not. I'm kind of shellshocked and in denial. i don't know what to do im only 17 i come home from the school ball and found that. any body know anything? I'm sorry this might not make sense or look right or be proper and i apologise but I'm posting this cause i think something needs to be said/done.

 

[lifeisanillusion]

I would report it to the police or call a suicide hotline. They may have some answers for you. Most importantly, get support for yourself and take care of yourself man. You are not responsible for what he has or hasn't done. To me, that sounds very selfish for him to message you that. Please take care of yourself and get help for yourself. You don't need to go through this alone.

 

[lifeisanillusion]

Talk to someone you trust. Parent, friend, anyone. Don't go through it alone.

 

[Searching for that feelin]

Thank you for your help and advice. I've done those things although contacting the police was difficult because i don't know his real name and he is vietnam and i'm in new zealand

 

[Wellsy]

Do you only know him on here?
If you have more personal details or have him on facebook you'd perhaps be able to find a lead to contact someone who knows him so that they are aware.

 

[ATLeow]

Christ, I wish I'd responded earlier...

Call your LOCAL police, do it now. They can talk to the interpol office in NZ and they can get through to local law enforcement in Vietnam very fast, it's been done before.
I've asked an admin to see if they can get your friend's IP address, which I hope will be posted here or directly to you. Give that to the police, that can be traced to his local ISP - anyone can do that - and the local police can trace it further. His profile also gives his location. Give that to the police.

Do not assume he is dead.

In the meantime try to find any social messaging material. Might as well post links here, myself or someone else MAY be able to glean an IP address from it or contact someone who can.

I'm in Malaysia right now, so not far off your timezone. I may be able to keep my internet on for tonight, so I may be able to help you further if you want to message me.

 

[ATLeow]

Seriously did anyone else talk to this guy?

He has Skype on his profile as well, someone with Skype could try to message him.

 

[Bluefireluv]

He's still alive~~

 

[ATLeow]

He's still alive~~

Explain?

 

[Bluefireluv]

Explain?

Found him on Skype Just so happened that he was online xD How coincidental xD

 

[ATLeow]

Have you messaged or talked to him?

 

[Bluefireluv]

Have you messaged or talked to him?

Yep! He seems fine, but he's recovering and whatnot

 

[ATLeow]

Yep! He seems fine, but he's recovering and whatnot

Okay. I'll try, when I get my hands on another computer tomorrow, to look his profile up on skype. I'll have to create an account first, nevermind that...

How's his state of mind, what did you say, can you elaborate? More importantly, what happened to him?
I'm just wondering if he's actually feeling less suicidal or if someone still should contact the police or whatever.

Has anyone else tried to talk to him? If anyone can?

 

[ficsci]

Sorry I didn't see this before even though I was online

He's offline from Skype now

@Twily, if you're reading this, please don't do it. It's okay to try to face difficulties and fail. Failure is really not that bad, because it won't be the end, you will have more chances make things better. Death will only sadden people around you. Also, you don't know what will happen to you if you die. Please don't do it.

 

[ficsci]

Nvm, he's online

 

[ATLeow]

I'm going to imminently lose internet so I'm going to go to bed now.
Could someone please keep talking to him?

 

[Bluefireluv]

Hahas late reply oops sorry!
Well for one he said this:
"My account still in Retired mode, because I am having some time I think, reclaiming, or letting the fate do whatever it goes..."

And we talked about other stuff too hahas. He actually wanted to say something to the forum and to his friend, but he went offline while I was afk before he could properly pass it over :/

 

[ficsci]

He stopped replying... I don't know what I should try to say, I have no experience of this before, is there someone else online who can try talking to him?

@Bluefireluv ok, err does he sound like he's feeling better? Like, I'm just afraid if he tries to do something again.

 

[TreeBob]

I will never post IPs that is against the law.

 

[Bluefireluv]

He stopped replying... I don't know what I should try to say, I have no experience of this before, is there someone else online who can try talking to him?

@Bluefireluv ok, err does he sound like he's feeling better? Like, I'm just afraid if he tries to do something again.

Well I highly doubt I'm a good judge for stuff like this. But it feels like he's still in the "zone", but I wouldn't say he's gonna do it again.
"I haven't gathered anything as I used to be yet." Key word: Yet!~ :crazy: