I don't even know why I started this thread. I literally have no clue why I am writing this. I'm probably hoping that I will delete it after writing it to get it off my chest. We both know that's a lie. Maybe I'm just craving attention. This is me whoring myself over the internet so that I can get a few scraps of love from random people who have no clue who I am. So I just finished watching the movie "The Social Network" and for whatever reason I am more depressed that I can remember. And for what? I can't think of a single reason. Jealousy? That doesn't make sense. Maybe it reminded me of my glory days? Maybe. I think I just realized how home sick I was. I've been trying to pretend it didn't matter, but shit... I'm getting a wisdom tooth removed tomorrow and I'm the type who stresses about that kinda shit - it's not even on my mind though. You ever have that ONE moment in your life where you wish you could have gone back and made a different choice? Well for no reason at all, it's SITTING IN MY FUCKING HEAD. Just sitting there. And smirking. Somebody punch me in the face and bring me back to reality.