[Nin_Syn]

Main Questions

1. What drives you in life? What do you look for?
I don't know what drives me in life.
I don't know what I'm looking for.

2. What do you hope to accomplish in your life?
Completing my dream of joining S.W.A.T with my Best-friend.

3. What do you hope to avoid doing or being? What values are important to you?
I want to avoid being like my father. Sure he's a hard working man, but he doesn't accept me for being me.


4. What are your biggest fears (not including phobias)? Why?
Being alone, but most of all, losing the one I love.

5. How do you want others to see you? How do you see yourself?
I want them to see me as someone they can trust. Someone they can talk to.
I can't see myself unless I have a mirror.

6. What makes you feel your best? What makes you feel your worst?
When I'm around him.
When I'm not around him.

7. Describe how you experience each of: a) anger; b) shame; c) anxiety.
A.) Family.
B.) Family.
C.) The Future.

8. Describe how you respond to each of: a) stress; b) unexpected change; c) conflict.
A.) Punch somethings or talk to someone.
B.) Talk to someone
C.) Try to settle everything down.

9. Describe your orientation to: a) authority; b) power. How do you respond to these?
A.) It all depends who's in charge.

10. What is your overall outlook on life and humanity?
Life is just a game.
Humans can be destructive and stupid... but they can also be kind, caring , and loving.

 

[Nin_Syn]

Possibly.
And cool messege.

 

[Nin_Syn]

I really don't know. I'm just trying to get by in life.
To give set a goal and to try to have a purpose.
Some of my values include; Love, peace, and equality. My biggest value though are my friends. Without them I'd go insane.
I fear being alone because I was alone until I entered highschool. I had no one to talk to and was going insane. Then I meet awesome people and I don't feel alone now. And If i lose them i'll go insane. Everyone of them means a lot to me.
No. But I envy his common sense.
I see myself as a spoiled "go with the flow" kind of guy.
Angry at them for accepting me and I feel ashamed when they talk bad to me for doing the smallest mistake. And I'm anxious for my dream to come true.
I would love if peace came over the world but that will never happen. And as for the talking to the world, they have better things to do.
A leader I would like is one who puts his people before himself, could be trusted, has diplomacy, and can handle situations well. Traits i don't like are vice-versa and who is picky about the tiniest things. As for me being a leader, hell no. I'm not eligible on being a leader. I'm very indecisive and barely have any common sense.
Life is game because there are the losers in life and the winners in life. There are those who cheat, and those who follow rules. And there are those who take power and those who earn it.
Destructive traits for example include; 9/11, WWI, WWII, Civil War, and etc... Humans are greedy and take as much as they can, whenever they can. There are those who insult you for no reason and those who lie and stab you in the back. Then there are those who know they have your heart and don't appreciate it or acknowledge it and this destroys that person. "Love kills slowly."

I was being Legit about all this and as for the question involving 'him', I'd rather tell him myself.

 

[Nin_Syn]

I like to help people because it was something I was taught to do. And it comes with amazing outcomes. It helps me make new friends and let's people know that I can understand them. I put myself in their shoes and I understand how they feel, even though I don't know the feeling. I find it odd, but cool. I can basically relate with anyone.

I want to join SWAT because one of best-friends said we should do something and remain brothers. I agreed. We thought of SWAT because we both like wanted to join the army. Then parents and girl-friends said no. So we decided to join the police first, then head on to SWAT.

And no. I still haven't read these up. But I will.

 

[Nin_Syn]

1. Anger: I hate my parents for not accepting me for being bi. They're fucking puritans and I wish I could leave now. I'vee been dealing with them for far too long and i'm sick of it.
2. Fear: I fear every day that something will happen with me and certain friendships. Just for things I can say without even thinking.
3. Shame: People sometimes call me useless and that gets me upset. I do crazy things to get my mind of it.