Just breathe in and out, chill, and see things in a bigger perspective.I appreciate the response.
I just don't see how feasible it is to have acted in one way, not speak for 5 years, initiate random contacted, shut him down again then suddenly want to say my piece and let it be
Lol no fucking logic
This is all new territory for me
Again I appreciated that nudge
I need a smack to get me out of this bullshit vortex