I met this guy yesterday and I got really good vibes from him. Something like this hasn't happened to me in a while. He helped me out with something and his number was on the receipt. I was thinking about calling him and maybe asking him out for coffee. But I don't know if it's a good idea. I'm worried if I initiate something, I won't be able to follow through. I've been horrible with consistency lately. And I have all these other worries like what if I'm not good enough or what if I'm not even at the best place to do this right now. And he could reject me. But at the same time, I don't want to throw away a great opportunity to get to know someone. I'm mostly just scared. Why couldn't I have met him a few months ago when things were going super well? This is not the best timing. But I guess that's how life works. I think I have the idea in my head that i should only go out with someone if everything in my life is perfect.