I should tell what happen to me the past week-end. I was studying at university's library, I feel burden, I dono why. Anyway when I finish , I haven't anything particular to do , and I was driving to my grand parent home. I thought it would be kind to visit them.. When I was listening to the radio, a song appeal to me : Superstar from Jamelia. Imediatly, I feel i had to go party and go dancing. The energy was totally uncontrollable to me. I decided directly that when I finish to eat , then go to a dancing club. Usually , I m really nice to them. But this time I was totally acting like a spoiled child. I try to repress it, but it was somewhat impossible. I was always listening my radio fm on my mp3 searching all music from dancing club. Finally I go randomly to a club at 11 , and dance until 5 o clock like a crazy, just enjoying the party , not thinking at anything else. And searching to play with girls that was there. It seems that I attracted a lot of eyes. I finally hang up with two of them in the end. I felt so self-confident , and I was happy to enjoy it like never 
Finally, when I come back I sleep until next day . And after that I wrote my experience a litte bit, because i was so confuse of this experience. The last two word I wrote, is that when i finish this party : happy and complete (like fullness ) .
I m still wondering what does this crazy experience mean (it s not that I haven't go to party before, but this time , something different happen ) . i mean maybe it s the repressed Se. But I think I don't repress it so much. But I can say that I was feeling free at this time like never before.
It had remind me some article about how infj deal with their se (in a controlled form, and like in hobby activitie).
I dono what I should think of this experience. It s really disturbing . Especially disturbing to my internal understanding (I can't understand it using either Ni, Fe, or Ti ).
Especially that I m ennegream 6, so loyal to my belief until end.
Now maybe I think I should give some time and freedom to my Se ? isn't ? I dono
what do you think , ever get this kind of experience ?
Finally, when I come back I sleep until next day . And after that I wrote my experience a litte bit, because i was so confuse of this experience. The last two word I wrote, is that when i finish this party : happy and complete (like fullness ) .
I m still wondering what does this crazy experience mean (it s not that I haven't go to party before, but this time , something different happen ) . i mean maybe it s the repressed Se. But I think I don't repress it so much. But I can say that I was feeling free at this time like never before.
It had remind me some article about how infj deal with their se (in a controlled form, and like in hobby activitie).
I dono what I should think of this experience. It s really disturbing . Especially disturbing to my internal understanding (I can't understand it using either Ni, Fe, or Ti ).
Especially that I m ennegream 6, so loyal to my belief until end.
Now maybe I think I should give some time and freedom to my Se ? isn't ? I dono
what do you think , ever get this kind of experience ?