I know it's not okay, but i'm not planning on doing something about it... It's just so weird and disgusting. I felt really disgusting back than.Hey that’s not okay... that’s definitely sexual assault, if she did those things without your consent. And no, being too shy or scared to refuse her does not count as consent. It has to be an enthusiastic and sober yes. I’m so sorry this happened to you. It’s totally normal that you feel bad after that. Is there anyone you trust who you can talk to about this? What she did is illegal and you could report her if you want to. But at the very least talking to a counselor if you can find one is a good start. Sending hugs.