LOL. Two years ago i became paranoid and hided all my cutting equipment. I hided it so well even I forgot where I put it. I still occassionally find razor blades... I found one yesterday. I haven't cut since early september, which is the longest time without cutting myself in a long time. Deeply inside i still want to do it gain. I also haven't regret cutting myself for a single second... People say, some day you'll feel the regret and shame, but since i think pain is desirable and medidative, i don't share those thoughts or emotions. I also recently saw some movies where people cut theirselves, similar to my wounds. In Thirteen, the most famous self-harm movie, they're what I call baby cuts (doesn't make it any better, but i'm very deranged when it comes to SH).
I also found so much drugs... like more than 200 pills of Xanax ALONE. Tons of sleep medication, anti-depressants, heavy ADD medication (you can open the capsule for a better effect), anti-psychotics. I have over 500 and close to 1000 pills people don't know about LOL.
I got tons of prescriptions due to administration mistakes, I didn't take drugs/meds consistently (very often forgetting), moving from place to place without access to drugs/meds (so I needed new prescriptions). Over time, you accumulate things