So, I am diagnosed with Clinical Depression and Chronic Bipolar. At random times suicidal thoughts will come into my mind. I don't know what to do. At this point in life I am very happy and content with where I am, but the thoughts never cease. I have been a closet cutter for about 5 years now. I don't know how to deal with thoughts of self harm other than to satisfy them. But now the suicidal thoughts have invaded and it scares me. I have tried counseling, journaling, meditating, and many other techniques. I need help dealing with this. I just recently got out of the hospital after attempting to take my life and I don't wanna die but I don't know what to do to stop these thoughts. Does anyone have any advice on what I could possibly do to end these intrusive thoughts?