So today for speech, I had to bring a few items and talk about them to tell more about myself. I barely did it, all the classic stage freight issues, I just did it and sat very quickly and obviously nervously. On the contrast, I have stood in front of a hundred plus people and performed ceremonies, I've taught groups 10-20 (about the size of the class) without a hitch, I've done formal pre-written speech things for special occasions in front 40-50 people, just fine. So I'm thinking it's because I was talking about myself that just freaked me out. The whole shape-shifting adaptable nine, trying to define myself in front of people. I just can't do it, I can barely tell what fields my interests lies, and some foods I prefer. Specific activities or trying to define me is just something I can't do. It could possibly stem from another insecurity that I don't want to face rejection or separation, by giving a speech and everyone shunning me for the rest of the semester as well, but that's a nine issue too.
Anyone else like this, I get nervous/freak if I'm giving a speech/presentation and;
Most people don't know me and I will have to face them for the next few months
And/Or it is about myself. (actually I think it's the above mostly.)
Anyone else like this, I get nervous/freak if I'm giving a speech/presentation and;
Most people don't know me and I will have to face them for the next few months
And/Or it is about myself. (actually I think it's the above mostly.)