So last try I got a clear intj result, from my forum posts. I tried again, inspired by Squirts experiment, where a story of a child scared of monsters gave an infp result, and wrote a little text right into the box about monsters and a monster from my childhood (not sure of the age, I might have been 5 or 6), I censored some parts I don't want on the forum with [...]:
"Where is the monster?
Where does the idea of monsters come from, from the beginning? or where they always there? Lurking in the shadows in corners, under beds, in dark forests and in the darkness of the depths. Our very worst fears, our most nagging worries, most dreaded futures, wrapped in mist and layers of darkness as something just out of reach, animated and given life. Out of sight for us, but always watching us, finding us wanting, waiting for a time to catch us unawares, at our most weak and meek, to jump out and make us face all our piled up horrors.
When I was a child, I once watched [...] I had watched so many films that ought to be scarier, but the setting probably made the experience. My parents where away for the evening, and I was alone with my brother.[...] It was evening, and we were watching this [...] movie in our parents room. That room was also always making me a bit uncomfortable.[...] I also associated it with bad nightmares as that was the only time I would come there to sleep, [...]. I can't remember anymore what part scared me so, but I think there was something about the [...] seeming invincible, as he was already dead, you could not escape even if killing him. This theme has featured in my dreams many times. In one dream I overpowered a ghost clad in black [...]. I beheaded him on our front porch and cut him up in a thousand pieces, and sent them to be buried in holes spread out over the entire world. Still there was a feeling this too was only a temporary solution, that he would eventually find a way, and come back to haunt me.
Somewhere in the middle of [...] I was so scared I didn't want to watch more and went to my room to sleep instead. But for over a year I would be scared of this ghost. I sensed it luring outside my window when I was to sleep, waiting. My defense was to lie still as a statue until I fell asleep. That way I would trick him and he would not know it was me. I knew this would work the way you as a child sometimes just decide something is one way and then know it with certainty. Sometimes I miss that ability, but it is madness of course and would make life as an adult difficult. I was ashamed of this fear, and despite lying petrified by fear every evening until I fell into a not so restful sleep, I would not tell anyone about it. I must have learnt to be still very well, because people has often told me to this day, that it is a bit scary to see me sleep, because I lie so still, like I might be dead."
So last time I got overwhelmingly an intj result, from my recent forum posts, and now I got this, haha, children and monters and being scared seems to give a sure infp result:
I wonder if it is also about writing it a bit like a story? compared to the forum posts? but seems it is mostly about content.