I don't want to die alone but I don't want to spend the rest of my life defending my values from the encroaching slime. As I explained to my SO today -- I want a relationship that is interdependent and what I have with him is co-dependent and unhealthy. If he can't give me the relationship I want and deserve within a reasonable amount of time (my reasonable amount of time) then I will end the marriage.I believe that pensive describes exactly how I am right now... I don't know if I can be with someone who's values differ from mine... Dying alone sounds ideal right about now, less drama throughout my life that way. :dry:
I'm just waiting for the explosion.