The Void
curious0610,
Nice to see that you are perhaps surfacing, and letting go, and trying to find some root causes to your feelings...I am posting here, I will find out more information, but when I am in maximum insecurity mode, sometimes, I step into what I call 'THE VOID'. Where my insides suddenly become like the Grand Canyon. I'm not sure what this is...But I often now do what I can to not get into the void, because it is a scary place. I will read up more on 'THE VOID' and try to add more to this topic, when I can.
Maybe it is time for you to reassess your life and find some new goals, moving away from the rut. ISTJs are tough cookies. I'm not sure I follow what this means for your career, what happened...but only talk about it if you feel like it. I'm certain you have everything under control. Be confident in yourself. You do matter at your workplace. You should shine too, there.
ISTJ is good at pushing forward themselves and their ideas. My sister is ISTJ, she knows how to be aggressive, and 'relevant', in her speech and actions, which causes others to gravitate towards her ways, and ideas. What is your role in this project? What did you want it to be? I understood you were leading at one point, and you feel this ISTJ took over? Uncertain. But again, only talk about it if it helps your process...I think your contemplating and talking a lot lately, has to do with you looking to forge a path, not necessarily that you over think and over analyze also...
I can't wait to get back to your Thread about your office cutie. How is that coming along? I'm going to ask the same question I asked you earlier in that Thread! hehehe, and take a look at the answer before I reply again. I asked the question, what is your purpose in getting to know this office lad?....I will ask again on your other Thread. This will let me know how to make a small suggestion about your next approach. As an INFJ actress (imagine) you will be able to do what you like! And he'll fall under your spell...ha ha ha [FemINFJ laughs evilly!]