I used to be depressed and anxious. For a few years after I became emotionally healthy, I used to often compare the old days to my present. I still kind of do -- I don't think about the days of depression as much as they become further into the past though. I still often grateful for how tranquil my emotions are now. I feel generally happy and peaceful. I get over letdowns faster and I'm all around more resilient than I used to be. It's nice to be like this.