I have two things:
1) My tendency to judge the people by their depth and 'lights'
I tend to judge the people mostly based on the 'lights' inside them, meaning their hidden depth and who they truly are beneath the many complex layers of personalities. It's like cutting through fronts and facades and just seeing your light as it is, nothing else. It is a good thing, because it makes me have the deepest, most solid connections with a select few in my life, and also make many others comfortable in my presence even when I am not that close to them.
It is also a bad thing, that I tend to rely too much on it to the point that at times I tend to disregard their bad habits, their obvious portrayals to the outside world, and even to the point that I forget about how some people have fundamentally different beliefs to mine. You can say that I become careless about the obvious and surface bits in the process. It is kind of hard for me to readjust my personal judgment system, in a way.
2) Feeling like I have not given enough
It both drives me and destructs me, that complexity I have, the paradox that I am; feeling like I have never quite given enough love and purity as I often wish I could.
What's yours?
1) My tendency to judge the people by their depth and 'lights'
I tend to judge the people mostly based on the 'lights' inside them, meaning their hidden depth and who they truly are beneath the many complex layers of personalities. It's like cutting through fronts and facades and just seeing your light as it is, nothing else. It is a good thing, because it makes me have the deepest, most solid connections with a select few in my life, and also make many others comfortable in my presence even when I am not that close to them.
It is also a bad thing, that I tend to rely too much on it to the point that at times I tend to disregard their bad habits, their obvious portrayals to the outside world, and even to the point that I forget about how some people have fundamentally different beliefs to mine. You can say that I become careless about the obvious and surface bits in the process. It is kind of hard for me to readjust my personal judgment system, in a way.
2) Feeling like I have not given enough
It both drives me and destructs me, that complexity I have, the paradox that I am; feeling like I have never quite given enough love and purity as I often wish I could.
What's yours?