"I'm here and not going away anytime soon. Whatever the reason for my existence, it must have been so that I didn't die in vain. Whoever is up there, I don't wanna disappoint. I must have been made to accomplish something towards the good of others, and I wanna live a life." <-- Uh.. that sounded kinda.. eh. But it's what I think put into my best words.
Tomorrow / Next week / When this is over everything will be better again. Just imagine how good it would be... imagine... imagine... .
Or: Wow, I have had so many bad things happening to me, I wonder what kind of huuuuuge pleassure I'll get from life that'll even it out. Cause I believe good and bad things do even out. I have no proof though .
Or: there's so many bad people out there, doing so many bad things to other people, I'm definately not worse than the majority of them.