It was saddening. I always thought I was an INFJ, then noticed the functions fit INFP, which wasn't that huge a change. I aim to be NT out of a great respect for logic, objectivity, rationality, and because they are more likely to succeed in the science field (I am a biology major at an academically prestigious college and psychology is way too flowery, vague, and easy for me to change to major in) but I have a feeling it will never happen and that I am way too emotional to be an NT. :frustrating:
Though, now that I've thought about it a bit more, I do like some aspects of being INFP. I like my Fi a lot, but I feel like a slave to it a lot of the time and need constant time alone to process information through it. I feel lost without it, even though I've developed my Te a lot I think. I am a good writer, and it's nice to be the Myer-Briggs kin of Shakespeare and other great writers and dreamers. I love my own private dreamworld, the personal experience that I connect everything to, my ability to write in metaphors and in a different language that only I can understand. I like my N. I like being passionate and having that depth that other people might not have. I hate being emotional, though, and I believe that logic and emotion cannot coexist, unfortunately.